Trying So Hard

Trying so hard not to cry
When I come home
And I know he wont be
Coming to hold me in
His arms so comforting.

Trying so hard not to think
Of how far he is
and how long it would be
Til I see him again
And feel him again.

Trying to get on with my day
Without his wakeup call
I've gotten used to
Now I have nothing
But the sound of my alarm clock.

Life is no longer the same
But I gotta try.
Gotta try.
And try.

Try not to cry.