Happy and Sad

D got the job at Sony in Nashville and I am so proud of him! Congatulations sweetheart! You deserve it! And that makes me really happy for D. Happy that his dreams are all coming true. And I can feel it in my heart that far greater things are yet to come for him.

But I can't also help but feel sad that he will be moving away soon. As soon as next week. And the reality of it hit me hard today. I tried to push the thought away into my subconscious but today, his soon departure is all I could think of. I tried not to cry last night when he was giving me his sweetest kisses. And I tried even harder not to let a tear fall when he kissed and hugged me before he left.

I sure am gonna miss him. I miss him already. Yet I am happy. I am happy that he is following his dream and it's becoming his reality. There is no greater happiness than knowing that the love of your life is living the life of fulfilled dreams.

I, too, was his dream. Last night, he said, I am his dream come true, the love of his life.

I know I am. And I will always be.

I love you D. And I am not afraid of whatever lies ahead. We've weathered things in the past. We have and we will again.

Again, congratulations on your new job. I'm proud of you babe and I will always be your greatest fan!