An-us-thet-ick

Anesthetic -
"a substance that temporarily causes a person to be unable to feel pain, either in a certain area or over the entire body."

I went to the dentist's office today for my deep cleaning. They gave me 6 shots of anesthetic and boy, the numbness was ridiculous! I mean my whole left cheek was numb. The dental hygienist was digging into my gums and I couldn't feel a thing. And as I was looking up, staring at the overhead light I was thinking how cool it would be if there was an anesthetic for the heart.

I have let myself fall into the love trap. It's wonderful. But I feel vulnerable. I don't wanna go much into details but I am so deep into this love trap that if I ever get brokenhearted, it would take me a long time to get over it. When I was searching for love, I was cautious, I told myself not to let it all go. But I did it anyways. I loved without reservations.

Now I wish there's something I can just inject to my chest so I won't feel anything when I begin to feel the pain.

But it would be better if I won't have the need for an anesthetic at all. It would be nice to lay everything to rest and just revel in this wonderful, crazy thing called love.