Feeling Bad

I am really feeling bad that D had to deal with the hormonal side effects I am going through. I am really trying my best to wrestle with it but sometimes it just gets bad that I succumb to it.

I'm really sorry D.

I know I am so lucky that D is understanding and so supportive the whole time but I know that doesn't give me the license to just succumb to whatever emotional shit my hormones are causing me. I have to be stronger than this. I have to exercise my power to control it. And D is right. Since I know what it's all about, I should be strong enough to control it. It's just weird though. I know I'm not the only woman out there that's experiencing this but I just hope that this would wear out soon.

And like D said, "This will pass." I just have to keep reminding myself that.