Day After Christmas

Today was a shitty day and I blame it all on Depo-Provera. No, I am not kidding. And I am not making excuses neither. I woke up grumpy, and sad and feeling all the worst emotions in the world combined. Maybe not but it sure felt like it. Then I remembered I had to take my car to Firestone to get my flat tires fixed. So I took a quick shower and drove to the nearest Firestone location.

The mechanic manager at the Firestone shop said he was short staffed today because one of his mechanics called in sick, therefore, it might take them about 2 1/2 hours before they fix my tire. And guess what, after hearing him say 2 1/2 hours, I suddenly felt like I was on the verge of crying! It was so weird! But of course I immediately realized it was Depo hormones that was causing my emotions to go on a wild roller coaster ride. Thank God they were nice enough to finish my car in an hour.

I met up with Rhoda later and even she, has to put up with this ad side effect of Depo-Provera. I really felt bad. And most of all, I was giving D a hard time. I knew it was the Depo Provera but it was kinda hard to get things in control when my hormones are going crazy.

But thanks to D for being patient with me, being so understanding as I go through this crazy phase as my body starts adjusting to the hormones again. He was so nice even as I went on a crazy roller coaster ride with my emotions coz if Depo, and he just made me melt in his arms. I love him more. :)

I just wish it didn't have to happen this holiday season.

Oh well, I think it's well worth it. Depo-provera spells PEACE OF MIND for me.