Saturday, June 19, 2004

Not Required

So, yeah, this is my first time to actually write and publish a blog. I've always wanted to do it but it's only now that I ran out of excuses. So here I am, typing away. I'm glad this isn't like a school project. I don't know why, for some reason, when something is required of you, it seems to take away the joy and fun of getting it done.

But if you choose to do something just because, it totally releases your spirit. It makes you feel like you're really doing something great no matter how small the project is.

Just like love, I guess. No one is required to love like no one is required to blog. We choose to love because we want to. Like starting this blog - I did it because I chose to. Because I want to. Just because. I do not need a reason why I am doing it. Just like I don't need a reason to love. I love because I chose to.

But the truth is, love has been elusive lately. I used to play hide and seek with love until I got tired looking so now I am just sitting and waiting for it. I don't look for it anymore, because it seems like the more I look the more it hides.

I'm done looking for love. Let love find me this time around.

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